If you want advice, it'd be best to get a rundown of your metaphysical framework you're working with.
This stuff is quite literally "choose your own adventure." Magic allows you to explore the depths of who you are. You affect change in yourself first and foremost.
So you should sit down and decide what it is you want in life.
What interests you? What topics do you want to explore? Keep in mind most of the high profile Satanists synthesize their interests. LaVey drew from a book on photography after all.
Figure that stuff out and you'll find your answers
Edited by EvilDjinn (02/20/17 08:05 PM)
Edit Reason: Grammar