In a more dear diary aspect, there is an old friend who I ran into today. She admits to being a narcissist with a God complex. In my mind she's been reminding me all day we have that in common. And it was flirty, but it seemed more or less her reaction to me speaking to another woman, although admittedly, the attraction was obvious and seemingly mutual.
My reaction though is more or less to assume it was an ego thing. I did try to contact her once and she just blew me off. So my impression is just to assume that part of her reaction was even if she doesn't want me she doesn't want anyone else too either. Kind of standard ex behavior. And I'm not judging. It did fuel some of my own narcissistic cravings to receive that attention, although, sadly, I know better than to think it meant anything.