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#120064 - 09/05/19 02:31 AM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: XiaoGui17]
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I dunno if it's hormones, but I've seen a few people in my friend circles go off the deep end in middle age. Not sure exactly what's up with that. They're not old enough to be senile, yet, but I've seen quite a few deteriorate rapidly for no particular reason I can pin down.


I don't know how you qualify me, but I am one of those that have lost it near middle age.

The answer, in my now mentally divergent opinion, defers to mental disease, and is the perfect cover for what is happening. Which may be one of those, "facts are stranger than fiction" things.

But for everyone that wants to know why people seemingly go off the deep end, well past the onset age of schizophrenia, but still lose grasp of reality.

https://www.amazon.com/Do-You-See-What-Meaning/dp/1571746307

Read that book.

He explained, during the "testing" part, which was a point of major emphasis in the book, The CIA (at that time) used a method where they gave someone a "bitch job". AND THEIR SOLE DUTY is to try to get the person they are targeting to back down on something (whatever) or otherwise get warn down and give in.

In fact, he explained it as a 'contingent job' in which this person HAD TO WEAR THIS PERSON DOWN to keep THEIR job. Targ, the author, explained that was reserved for those of little to no integrity.

The author then explained the CIA no longer used this method to get their agents, but other agencies do, even stating they use the exact version developed by the CIA.

So what I think is happening is this:

They look for people wired a certain way. Those who would be triggered by someone pushing against their core, ESPECIALLY WITH MATTERS OF COMPULSORY BELIEF.

I believe whatever agency still uses it has a distinct presence on these sites and targets people who they feel may hold their beliefs, no matter how fucked it gets. In other words: not be a dishonorable traitor bitch.

All the people that lose it have an adversarial response triggered in that process and the corpses of those who failed that challenge are fucking everywhere.

How many of the ones that lost it claimed to be harassed, fucked with, or pushed? And how many of those got into angels and demons bullshit?

Another point of emphasis is; it all centers around superstition, as that is used to both facilitate their cover and be a nice superstitious occam's razor for everyone, which "gaslights" (that is an important word) the person into doubting themselves.

Perhaps they all went insane because they got into Satanism... or were expected to connect their descent into madness with Satanism itself. A common response (that just blends in) is for the person to become convinced possession is REAL and pray for the jeebus to come save them..

It sounds fucking insane, but it is completely declassified that Intelligence agencies use things (described around here as "exeatic") to make sure those they choose are of no risk towards espionage.

Anyway, that's my crazy opinion why so many around here lose their shit in their 30's and older.
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#120071 - 09/05/19 10:00 AM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: CanisMachina42]
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Russians. Russians do this.

You see, Xiao. You finally have your answer. Our beloved Alison was recruited by Russian bots to spread fake news, white-nationalist garbage and pro-Trump propaganda.

When her job is done, the Russians will invade the US and Putin will feed us all to polar bears.

On a serious note, only asshurt people claim to be "harassed, fucked with or pushed" all in a lame attempt to justify their stupidity or spinelessness.


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#120075 - 09/05/19 01:53 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: Czereda]
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On a serious note, only asshurt people claim to be "harassed, fucked with or pushed" all in a lame attempt to justify their stupidity or spinelessness.


Nah, I claimed that before I was asshurt. And why the fuck is it always you, Anna? Why are you always first to comment. Your comment has an interesting focus too.

As that was mine. You have emphasized what my "compulsory belief" was, and my act of spinelessness is as stupid as NOT putting my faith in some dumb cooter showing her cunt.

Was that your friend with the cooter cunt?

Is having a spine based on taking chances, especially ones you know are laden with inconsistencies and obvious deception? Do you have to risk it all and fall backward like a bitch-made work retreat exercise in trust?

IMO, there is not a single useful trait in there. Integrity, honor, character, and traits of that ilk are NOT demonstrated by chance taking in those given circumstances. Susceptibility is, and faith becomes a weakness for others to exploit.

It's not like going up to a bar and talking to someone. You can see them at that bar and the spine is being able to talk to them and not worrying about the rejection of someone you may never see again. Or even more spineless dating option, online dating. You can type it all out and wait for the beach balls to respond...
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#120078 - 09/05/19 03:25 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: CanisMachina42]
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And who the fuck was talking about you? I said "Only asshurt people claim to be harassed or fucked with." It was a general statement. Did you expect anything else? Do you have to turn every thread into the discussion about yourself, like that dumb Sam Owens? In that case, you will always receive the same amount of scorn.
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#120081 - 09/05/19 04:28 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: Czereda]
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I did, I said something about me, and last time I checked there is only me that has importance in my world.

Also, "Thou shalt not do anything approaching faith/trust in other people, or even worse abstractions of other people (unlike the empirical woman at the bar) as a vector of movement" is my one commandment.


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#120084 - 09/05/19 07:16 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: CanisMachina42]
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You're the only one important in your world? You must get lonely. At least you can always play with yourself.
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#120085 - 09/05/19 07:33 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: William Wright]
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Loneliness is sufficient from here in my own private Longview.
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#120103 - 09/06/19 07:43 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: CanisMachina42]
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 Originally Posted By: CanisMachina42
I believe whatever agency still uses it has a distinct presence on these sites and targets people who they feel may hold their beliefs, no matter how fucked it gets. In other words: not be a dishonorable traitor bitch.
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Perhaps they all went insane because they got into Satanism... or were expected to connect their descent into madness with Satanism itself. A common response (that just blends in) is for the person to become convinced possession is REAL and pray for the jeebus to come save them.
I wasn't referring to Satanists, but middle-aged people in my social circles in general, including people I know in real life who have nothing to do with Satanism.

 Originally Posted By: CanisMachina42
It sounds fucking insane, but it is completely declassified that Intelligence agencies use things (described around here as "exeatic") to make sure those they choose are of no risk towards espionage.
It's a huge jump from "X is a known phenomenon" to "X is causally related to another observed phenomenon." Lyme disease is a known phenomenon, but the claims that it's responsible for every case of yet-inexplicable malaise are pretty far-fetched.

I'm gonna need more dots between point A and point B before I start taking this connection seriously.

 Originally Posted By: CanisMachina42
How many of the ones that lost it claimed to be harassed, fucked with, or pushed? And how many of those got into angels and demons bullshit?
A great many, but I've seen far too many true nuts who are convinced that I'm one of the Illuminati lizard people that's got it out for them (when I know for certain I'm not) to think that the commonality of such beliefs weighs in favor of their veracity.

And these people don't even know I'm a Satanist. They're just your garden-variety sovereign citizens / Moorish Science Temple / free men of the land / etc. (Pick your poison.) It'd probably only convince them even more of their kooky conspiracy theories if they did know.

Personally? I think it's a combo of two factors.

One, they were always a little unhinged, but they managed to pass off as just slightly eccentric in young adulthood. Come middle age, they realize they don't give a fuck and let loose.

Two, a mid-life crisis caused the creeping realization that they're never even going to come close to achieving what they aspired to as youngsters. They can either accept that they're not special and dive headlong into the mediocrity in which they're mired, or they can indulge in the delusion that they really are exceptional, but the shadowy other is actively holding them down and preventing them from realizing their birthright greatness.

What's bullshit, Mr. Quaid? That you're having a paranoid episode triggered by acute neuro-chemical trauma? Or that you're really an invincible secret agent from Mars who's the victim of an interplanetary conspiracy to make him think he's a lowly construction worker?

Occam's Razor, indeed. Don't we all want to be the hero of our own story?
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#120106 - 09/06/19 08:21 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: Czereda]
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Aight. Fess up. Who here pissed in her Cheerios?
Nobody.

You missed nothing.

Perhaps, this is the reason.
The reply in which I asked this has disappeared. Cue Twilight Zone music.
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#120107 - 09/06/19 08:47 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: XiaoGui17]
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Could be. I deleted all his posts and threads. I did delete a picture in a post accidentally thinking that it was the reason that the site flowed off of my screen, but it turned out to be that assholes post instead.
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#120112 - 09/07/19 01:50 AM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: XiaoGui17]
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Everything I said


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Occam's Razor, indeed. Don't we all want to be the hero of our own story?


I have to be the hero of my own story.

And it's still a better personal narrative than the one time boredom and entertainment of some cunt. Now I gotta add a Cassandra Syndrome bit to make it work.
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#120115 - 09/07/19 05:42 AM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: CanisMachina42]
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 Originally Posted By: CanisMachina42

I have to be the hero of my own story.

And it's still a better personal narrative than the one time boredom and entertainment of some cunt. Now I gotta add a Cassandra Syndrome bit to make it work.


Not sure if you noticed that your story smells of chronic butthurt. If I definitely broke up with someone, it would be quite pointless and counterproductive to prattle on and on about it. That would only perpetuate the bullshit I would wish to end.

My theory: You probably stepped into some shit and lack the balls to disentangle yourself from it.

Now, you can indulge yourself in more of cry-baby talk.
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#120116 - 09/07/19 05:56 AM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: Czereda]
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You probably stepped into some shit and lack the balls to disentangle yourself from it.


Yeah, I DOX'd a fucking spy in 2011. Not really a guide for how to extricate oneself from the borderline of a Will Smith movie.
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#120130 - 09/08/19 02:46 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: CanisMachina42]
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Consider that "heroes" there are like disposable patriotic toy soldiers, used at birth and beyond to indoctrinate. Then comes the collective amnesia of the mass indoctrination, landing you as just one of many guns on earth.
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#120133 - 09/08/19 07:12 PM Re: I miss SIN3 [Re: aeon6]
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=I4hKYX5xjQA&t=9s


Whenever I think of Marilyn Manson's tough guy act on stage this scene comes to my memory.

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