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#120678 - 10/30/19 01:18 PM The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan
ukeju999 Offline
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hello to all there are online excuse my punctuation for I am not educated as most in this forum last night was the best night of my life I meant a real satanic she can believe in the aspect of infernal pacts and it was it's no coincidence that I stumbled upon a video on YouTube it was nothing the truth can I couldn't click off the video it was a couple of misconceptions she had about me she's right for the most part now I finally believe that I made a pact with Lucifer and I still believe that genuine but regardless of what I believe I handled everything extremely room extremely ignorant narcissistically very very disrespectful to the satanic brand levey name I believe in a lot of his ideas but I also believe a lot of the luciferian demonic ceremonial magic for I have seen results some may feel the results are trivial but they are perfect for me I'm basically let me hear I always wanted you feeling I always wanted to but doing things so wrong invoking chaos into my own life we're not even noticing that I was a troll I have became what I never was I was descending instead of ascending I give the credits of the prime Minister of the infernal empire for my realization but in reality it was mostly due in part to a true satanic anyway understand now that title is earned it is not merely taking my book reading video watching and causing destruction for that is pointless and worthless like the workings I was doing but I'm resilient and truly am naughty and having realization that that is not a satanic way truly embarrassing myself all that rage and chaos bringing those low frequencys I apologize for the rambling but I am truly apologizing to the left hand path community as a whole understand that things are not to be done just my way of without structure there is nothing now I will continue learning I'm not talking thank you to all and I love the unfeatured brutal honesty but I received for I would have been an idiot blabbering on the internet
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#120679 - 10/30/19 01:36 PM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: ukeju999]
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Not gonna read that whole thing. Saw the last line “idiot blabbering”—that’s all anyone need to know.
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#120680 - 10/30/19 01:52 PM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: Dark Light 444]
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Hah.

When you first got here you were giving me shit for posting this kinda stuff.

Now look atcha ;\)

You're right tho..what a bowl of wilted word salad.
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#120681 - 10/30/19 05:03 PM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: Dan_Dread]
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Well, at least it gets Alf to log on and give a shit for a few minutes.

Can this schizo shtick be saved with repetition?

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#120682 - 10/30/19 11:16 PM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: CanisMachina42]
ukeju999 Offline
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Hmmm it's seems disrespect is held in high regard by some
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#120684 - 10/31/19 08:18 AM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: ukeju999]
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Why do you think you deserve respect?

For posting a wall of gibberish?

Please.

At least make an effort and separate it into paragraphs of gibberish next time, asshole.
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#120686 - 10/31/19 09:01 AM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: Dan_Dread]
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 Originally Posted By: Dan_Dread
Why do you think you deserve respect?

For posting a wall of gibberish?

Please.

At least make an effort and separate it into paragraphs of gibberish next time, asshole.


It's tough fighting for your own ego and to sound sinister.

I don't know you, but you seemed to have been a person who hid behind a "sinister" profile and cowardly let others go down for you.

You never impressed me.

It takes courage to stand up for the innocent and corruption.

I've been well documented doing those things.

What about you? Or are you only interested in the approval of those who hate and envy you and tried to use your "good will" to bring you down as a weak link because of codependency.

It's one thing to do good for others, it's another not to respect your own boundaries and let others run all over you to get "respect."

You should learn to do that. To respect yourself in spite of what others think you "deserve" or to protect those you love in spite of the unhappiness of others.

The problem with codependency is that it often wanted to be with the lowest vibrations instead of helping others who those in low vibrations are capable of trusting without betrayal.

I suggest you read up on "The Talented Tenth" that was championed by W.E.B. Du Bois to know what I mean.

It's logical. And doesn't require codependent approval to understand or appreciate.



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#120687 - 10/31/19 10:09 AM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: samowens84]
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You never impressed me.


You impress me by being a purrfect example of psychological projection. It's as if by pretending to be talking about someone else, you were actually giving yourself lectures. How to otherwise explain your replies having shit to do with the posts you're responding to? I'm reading your posts and keep scratching my head. Seriously, what the fuck? This guy has a mess in his head. Is this some sort of a therapeutic assignment meant to put your scrambled thoughts in order? Does your doctor read this forum?


Edited by Czereda (10/31/19 10:11 AM)
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#120688 - 10/31/19 10:24 AM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: Czereda]
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 Originally Posted By: Czereda
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You never impressed me.


You impress me by being a purrfect example of psychological projection. It's as if by pretending to be talking about someone else, you were actually giving yourself lectures. How to otherwise explain your replies having shit to do with the posts you're responding to? I'm reading your posts and keep scratching my head. Seriously, what the fuck? This guy has a mess in his head. Is this some sort of a therapeutic assignment meant to put your scrambled thoughts in order? Does your doctor read this forum?


Sounds like I pushed a button.

Projection is one way to look at it, another is that you chose to respond which gave my analysis credibility, like a button was pushed and you were afraid others might see that the shoe fits and so tried to turn it around on me.

Projection can be a psychological defense against a truth I might not feel content with. In your case automatically assuming projection is a psychological defense to a truth that someone might pinpoint that may cut too close to the bone so that you can protect yourself from pain.

Almost every interaction can be tainted with psychological defense. But that's a logical fallacy.

Not to mention that psychology often can temporarily activate psychological defensive responses after the fact because human beings are wired to care about protecting status within group settings..

What might be true for me is likely true for you.

What this exchange is only mentions me speaking an uncomfortable challenge that you refused to engage by using a defense mechanism at superficial psychological observations that is, itself, a psychological defense. Which is itself a projection.

(An example of the psychological phenomenon I described is that some studies shown that those with no anxiety might find themselves anxious if they acted out the physical rituals normally associated with anxiety even when no trace of anxiety existed previously. As such I might have felt insecurities about projection after the fact because confronting someone is a social ritual that had often been associated with projection. It DOES NOT mean that the action itself was a projection, but only that the action produced social anxiety that might have created the illusion of such post hoc.)

But you know this. I only call it out just so you know you're not the only one who can wax psychological shit.

While some might admit to psychological discomfort and daring to speak truth anyway, others might accuse others of psychological discomfort might be too afraid to speak they're truth.

For example, this whole rant would have been put in check with a "you have a point, I did do A, B, or C, but this is where I'm at now" and that would have profited you more psychologically than to try to bounce your insecurities off of others.

To rise above and have personal satisfaction in being able to own your truth openly checks all conflict and creates more harmony while preserving integrity.

Even if it was or it wasn't, to push back for example might have assumed a codependent attitude forwards my opinion or the opinions of others where such codependency wouldn't have otherwise existed, whether or not my response was projection based or not.

Even if my response was off the mark, to respond defensively might also have the reverse effect of causing you personal anxiety that would create the kind of anxiety and fear that you tried to avoid, thus creating the psychological button that might not have existed previously.

At heart I believe that psychology, when stripped of these things only exists as the mind creates.

In other words, no psychological tensions exist when no psychological tension is acted out.

This is an act of will that can make you impervious to even truthful razor sharp psychological insights.

To understand how to control one's feelings through act of will takes the power away from me or others and puts the psychological power of one's emotions squarely in one's own control to will the psychological state you wish to feel, and to erase psychological discomfort that might be detrimental.



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#120689 - 10/31/19 10:26 AM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: Czereda]
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Czereda: Yes, and all of his mush inducing sock puppet posts are more of the same as well. Yawn.
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#120691 - 10/31/19 01:03 PM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: samowens84]
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There were two kinds of men in 2017. People who actually had guts and were willing to go to the ends of the Earth to protect their families, and pedophiles who just wanted to pretend to be family men just so they had a place to park their car like an imposter.

Women know how to tell the difference.

Abd they block such men from harming children. Because being a protective mother matters more than having a partner, or pleasing any outside groups.


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#120692 - 10/31/19 01:53 PM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: samowens84]
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There were two kinds of men in 2017. People who actually had guts and were willing to go to the ends of the Earth to protect their families, and pedophiles who just wanted to pretend to be family men just so they had a place to park their car like an imposter.

Women know how to tell the difference.

Abd they block such men from harming children. Because being a protective mother matters more than having a partner, or pleasing any outside groups.


Lol. Did a black woman call you a child molestor?

So many other places to go with that quote.

But I am lazy today, so...

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#120693 - 10/31/19 03:20 PM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: CanisMachina42]
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Defensive thinking can go two ways. What triggers a defensive thought is the fear of scarcity. The fear that if someone disapproves of a person's behavior would exclude a person from resources.

Knowing that others have junk in their past and that approval often has nothing to do with moral superiority.

Often the mistaken people sometimes make would be to invalidate the pain or perceptions of others, but that is impractical in the long run.

It's more productive to give others room to feel their pain. Because that's just often an expression of entitlement, expression of a story unrealized when how things work out didn't fit the narrative of what they believed society owed them. The basis of that entitlement can come from several ego centered places or from a place of pain and ignorance.

It could be that person thought they had a capitalist understanding of the world and thought exchange entitled them to compensation. That discovering certain sacrifices they thought were moral were in fact futile, and lacked self respect and we're degrading morally. And got mad that someone else knew better and avoided that path entirely and got what the previous person felt they deserved. And that person may had felt that all they had left was a ragged soul with an appropriate moral sickness that suited lack of wisdom.

Or then there's the opposite. Someone who genuinely suffered and were in pain and had an existential crisis regarding who got what they felt they deserve.

To react to either is inappropriate. Not everyone suffers the way others think they should. And at heart once stable most understand that punishment doesn't fix pain. Only the heart fixes and heals.

The pain of others who may have suffered because of my journey isn't much place to fix after a certain point.

Others have a story they tell themselves. To help is to listen. To understand where help can be given, or wanted, or if it's an attempt to use codependency as a sinister method.

For example, anyone who knows how to read will see that I didn't make any accusations, but positive affirmations of future preventions of human rights abuses.

I never mentioned a black woman make an accusation. So the method would be to create false responsibility. Which could only be an admition to fear of losing out. Perhaps also hoping others would think they were joking when others understand this to be a serious topic and genuinely care and agree with me that innocent and vulnerable citizens have more rights to be protected than pedophiles. And those with a history of harm have to work to fix themselves.

To make a joke out of it is in bad taste and stupid at the very least, and lacks good judgement without saying anything too harsh.

People can chose a better future and align with forgiveness in spite of past sickness, rather than false remorse.

A sick past doesn't define the future.

Understanding the nature of "judgmental" behavior as centered in their personal lack rather than moral judgement frees a person to define goodness as a personal struggle separate from the judgment of others.

Thus making statements like the above meaninglessness and irrelevant to anothers worth.

In many ways, an invisible statement designed to provoke a response.

But the wish to remain invisible on a subject as clearly uncontroversial as preventing human rights abuses while still desiring to provoke reveals lack of character on some level.

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#120694 - 11/01/19 06:29 PM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: samowens84]
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Chronic pollution you are. No wonder 600 isn't what it once was.
Ever consider your role in that? No. You plow on with platitudes aiming to engratiate yourself and that is thee irony. That something like you procreates is atrocious, but that is the paradigm now so you become a bloated statistic in good company. Your peers.

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#120695 - 11/02/19 12:31 AM Re: The rebirth tree sap my and disrespect for Satan [Re: samowens84]
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How much meth do you and your angel smoke?

Your LBM is worse than mine, and I didn't think that was possible. But I will ramble right back at you.

You are the worst kind of born-again. You should move to Banning, CA and sit atop a mountain and talk.

Sanctimonious pill, which is why it helps to skim or only read the first few lines and surmise the rest. If I was smart I wouldn't respond at all, but you remind me of someone I call Jen's Mom.

And your little response especially this phrase I skimmed screams that bitch.

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A sick past doesn't define the future.


Yes its all about self overcoming, Chatty Kathy. Now go go write a blog about how god's love is the path to inner peace at the same time you act like a putrid psychic vampire incapable of ever admitting you are wrong. And of course torturing your children for being gay despite your record in The Province of Alberta for a two year relationship with the 13-14 year old neighbor girl.

But to your credit I haven't seen you cry about some dead daughter "killed by a drunk driver" you make up to always live on the sympathy of others and play perpetual victim.

Still, you scream that same type of hypocrisy.

It is that same "I am here as god's special little savior" trip I can't take. One so sold on their own delusional bullshit that, like some AA Evangelical born-again they must spread that hope to the world.  A shit-peddler of the highest caliber with the projection of 'Cupid Me' providing the necessary distraction to the repressed sick fuck they thought they overcame with sanctimonious bullshit.

Your words are shit. Your drug-addled view of yourself is shit, and the only thing on this planet that could excuse your persona's existence is if "Samowens" is some petulant twat insight role, or even a type of social commentary on fallen standards.

Then by default your button pushing enters a realm of the manipulative adept and I am guessing extreme boredom.

And I really hope it is that. Otherwise you are a vile copy of one the most unfortunate creatures I have ever known.
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