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#37671 - 04/16/10 04:58 PM An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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I'm going to try something to make the propulsion I'm talking about apparent. I can't prepare you for what I'm about to do because that would prime the ego's defenses, so please, if you're interested in what I'm trying to communicate, brace yourself and humour me.
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#37672 - 04/16/10 04:59 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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YOU"RE ALL COMPLETELY WRONG AND THIS IS THE WORST FORUM EVER.
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#37673 - 04/16/10 04:59 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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Wait.
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#37674 - 04/16/10 05:00 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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It might not even work, because I had to prime your ego to some extent that you are not going to be caught off guard. However:
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#37675 - 04/16/10 05:01 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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Please don't type anything back...

Please just sit there, and stare at what I've written.

Read it over. And resist any urge to think about what you want to type back. Please concentrate on what I wrote.
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#37676 - 04/16/10 05:03 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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Do you feel an urge to write back? Can you feel something in you begging to get on the keyboard and reply? Try to suppress it.
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#37677 - 04/16/10 05:05 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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Someone who is angered by what was written is not going to waste time jumping on the keyboard and writing an angry reply telling me where to shove it...

They're not going to feel the ego's propulsion - only the after effects when the defense mechanisms engage. When the ego sets about asserting its stasis.
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#37678 - 04/16/10 05:06 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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But - if you are sitting there, itching to write back, then try to just sit there and analyse where the urge is coming from. Can you feel an actual sensation in your head or body that really wants to write back and is getting frustrated at not being allowed to?
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#37679 - 04/16/10 05:10 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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If you can, that's the sensation I'm talking about. The ego, wants to re-orient what it percieves as the objective plane to suit itself - it doesn't like the threat or the insult and moves quickly to respond - usually resulting in "!&@^! you buddy!"

But if you resist the urge to write, you create a tension the ego isn't used to - and you can feel it. If you do, then maybe you see why I'm not sure if it comes from the head, the body or somewhere else, maybe in the brain itself, as if electrons were being held back form firing...

If I had not primed anyone, and just blurted it out - I suspect you would have thought my whole presence here was a set-up or a trap, maybe some other trickery? You might have been angry, hurt, annoyed, or in some way prompted to engage your ego (by your ego) and told me where to go without noticing the engagement.
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#37680 - 04/16/10 05:14 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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If everyone noticed that their ego was engaging, instead of just going on automatic pilot - the world and people's interactions might be a much different place. Maybe even a nicer place...

My current theories on the origin of the ego, is as a defense mechanism for survival. But before the ego, according to evolution, we were unconscious. Nevertheless, we had to invent forms to cover the absolute chaos that was the world we met with.
(DIVINE JOY)

But that's another topic.

Thank you for your participation if you did - I don't know if it worked because I had to tell you what I was doing and you suspected something might happen and got ready for it - the ego's defenses need to be down for it to work - but I had to make sure you dind't all think I actually just went mad and mean and meant what I wrote in capitals.

I don't know - did anyone feel it?
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#37681 - 04/16/10 05:18 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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Maybe the next time someone genuinely pisses you off you could try the exercise in (semi?) control conditions?

If you did feel it, or do feel it, then you can FEEL why all the talking we were doing was interesting on some level, sure, but got in the way of the process I was trying to communicate, not talk about.

The thing that is interesting to me is that the ego rushes to do these things - and I have asked, why? Why is it so important for some people to be right - what do they lose if they are not? What is the function of being right for? And gradually I have reduced behaviour, language, logic, thought, abstraction and so on right back to a basis in fear.

Edited by Khk (04/16/10 05:21 PM)
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#37682 - 04/16/10 05:23 PM Re: An Experiment [Re: Khk]
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Uhh.. excuse my 200 posts...
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#37686 - 04/16/10 06:31 PM Free PDF - Physis of the Sinister- [Re: Khk]
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I made a pdf for this file to make it easier for anyone interested, to find and read.

http://www.lulu.com/content/e-book/the-physis-of-the-sinister/8665938
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#37727 - 04/17/10 06:55 AM Re: Free PDF - Physis of the Sinister- [Re: Khk]
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I have read the work and will probably read it a few more times... I like the awareness it has given me, in regards to myself and the two prime-movers of humanity 'fear' and the absence of fear = 'love'.
Being who I am as an individual I'm now looking at it in terms of how I can capitalize more from the awareness of these two prime movers.
The work certainly gives me a different perspective of the Sinister path.
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#37768 - 04/18/10 02:54 AM Re: Free PDF - Physis of the Sinister- [Re: Black Magic]
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Being who I am as an individual I'm now looking at it in terms of how I can capitalize more from the awareness of these two prime movers.

That's exactly what I hoped someone would say. I would be very keen to hear of any applications or approaches you take to further this insight, please keep me posted?

Edited by Khk (04/18/10 02:55 AM)
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