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#41292 - 08/02/10 03:50 PM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: Dan_Dread]
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 Originally Posted By: Dan_Dread

Nihilism=there is no meaning

Satanism=meaning is subjective.


I would amend that to:

Nihilism = there is no inherent meaning

As the statement "there is no meaning" itself has meaning, just not derived from an absolute source.

I think this article summarizes nihilist morality well:

http://www.nytimes.com/2010/07/23/opinion/23brooks.html

In other words, instead of finding morality in God (Christianity) or social factors (liberalism), morality is found in adaptation to reality.

Nihilism is not reality-denying; it seems to me that it denies human perceptions of reality and points instead to a hardline scientific view of the world.
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#41360 - 08/03/10 07:27 AM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: SODOMIZER]
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What I think you are forgetting in this is that the hard-line scientific view is a product of human perception or an extension of it.

I too am of the opinion that essentially there is no inherent meaning, or at the very least, that if there is, it is beyond us. Something which is identical to it not being there. The ontological reality is beyond us, partly because our natural reality is a product of our biology. As such, even nihilism is a perspective which might be limited by a non-understanding of the very ontological reality itself.

The difference between Satanism and nihilism is that Satanism escapes the rather stagnating effects of nihilism by creating its own perspective and accepting that as the most functional one for the satanist involved. What works best for me, is best for me.

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#41362 - 08/03/10 09:05 AM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: Diavolo]
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 Originally Posted By: Diavolo
What I think you are forgetting in this is that the hard-line scientific view is a product of human perception or an extension of it.

I too am of the opinion that essentially there is no inherent meaning, or at the very least, that if there is, it is beyond us. Something which is identical to it not being there. The ontological reality is beyond us, partly because our natural reality is a product of our biology. As such, even nihilism is a perspective which might be limited by a non-understanding of the very ontological reality itself.


I think this limitation is overstated. Science is perception of the world; so is human thought. If our perceptions correspond roughly to what's going on in the world, that's enough; nihilism, like Satanism, is a return from anthrocentric moral judgments to a morality of survival, supremacy and evolution -- a form of Social Darwinism.
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#49812 - 02/26/11 04:38 AM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: SODOMIZER]
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I am in the woods and working on my laptop.

I am not sure if anyone will come back to this thread but all comes back to nihilism. All the rest of my work is nihilistic so i thought I'd write what I can see today.

Reality. The atmosphere and climate of this deserted prison is always here. Sky is grey smoke that my eyes cannot stand, The water in my mouth is acidic and bitter. The air on my skin is this dull static. Hard. Cold.. Sobering. Severe. I see inmates who were once here are trying to climb back in over the walls to breath again the air of this place. This hideous reality that is the only one where you are awake. The feelings and thoughts are real and unpleasant, paranoia, hypervigilance, quickening dark mental activity and yet internal dialogue is but a few echoes, nothing more, yet so clear. This is not a peaceful place! There is no shape to this abyss? so what is this so clear in nature that glares into my eyes unseen!

Pure drives, pure impulses, pure black state of mind and heart. I am here now all the time, I do not make plans, I do not want anything. Why? Because every second I am alive and stimulated by such profound desolation. Abstractionless desolation.

Ego that was once something happening is now simply a consciousness, a plain glass between the demiurgos and this inverse cavern.

My taste is bitter, my sight is painfully clear, my flesh is sentient clay, my mind is this still darkness, no above, below nor lateral divide, where sudden grey flashes of corpses, a pit of limitless corpses, darkness is eating itself like lightning crashing in my head.

I can appreciate the presence of the feminine creature.

I do not want anything of this worlds absurd and ugly goings on. Society is to observe a pitiless painting of banality, to look at the eyes of apes being fed on their own dead, eating their dead infants, knowing not any different, I wish for these ugly sights to have the intelligences for penance and reflection as to what is happening so they would vomit and die from immense emotional trauma. A joke so sick that nothing else is funny except life itself and the severity of the horror that is just so disgusting that I laugh uncontrollably at man.

Black emotions, swarming stimulation, intensity.

Something inside is nauseated and besickened by the light of day for my "I" adjusted to darkness a long time ago.

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#49950 - 02/26/11 09:37 PM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: Hegesias]
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I personally am no nihilist even when realizing all is completely devoid of meaning. The most magnificent thing one can do is create their own meaning, define their own values, set out their own course, even when realizing how utterly laughable it all is.

But that's what I prefer. I'm a god creating a world out of nothing realizing it all means nothing. And while I all take it very, very serious, another part of me is seeing the joke.

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#49955 - 02/26/11 10:03 PM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: Diavolo]
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Very interesting. I laugh because no matter what I do at some point another person will try me (pose danger to my family) and I'll kill them and end up in jail, so I laugh in disgust at this con of a societal life that's so fitting for meek cowards who seek contentment, they who can live with themselves backing down from things. I hate the law so much because I never ever needed it, my enemies hide behind it and my own family calls the police when I go to kick some families door through for threatening my family. I really have issues with this flaccid non aggressive society. I just want to destroy everything and this feeling motivates me all the time to do what I do no matter what it is. I'm always called negative but it's me who's laughing all the time and in great shape.

I think my meaning is to mock everything and wish suffering and death upon the Earth. You don't have to kill people heavan forbid no, you can just look at the world death's clock and smile at the numbers racking up, people drop like flies constantly and there is no need to kill them directly it's just a matter of distance and personal reasons. I'm indiscriminate when it comes to something like this so I'm always satisfied.

There is a saying 'for evil to succeed all that is required is that good men do nothing' I think this is a good saying because it would be better to research a cure for a thought to be incurable illness like aids or whatever, but upon having discovered the cure, you simply hide it from everyone or destroy it, smile inwardly being responsible for the deaths of millions.



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#50056 - 02/27/11 09:08 PM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: Hegesias]
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Hegesias, would you really hide or destroy an AIDS cure from the world? If so, I’m confused. You said in another thread that a primary motivation for cursing/beating the shit out of certain men is that they are mistreating women, yet AIDS kills millions of women each year. Babies born with AIDS are often doomed to a short, miserable life that they didn’t deserve. I don’t understand what satisfaction you could possibly get by withholding a cure from them.
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#50070 - 02/28/11 12:09 AM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: William Wright]
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Why do you wish suffering and death upon the Earth? How does this make your life better? With all due respect, you sound rather sociopathic and may want to consider therapy. Have you always had this death wish?
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#50076 - 02/28/11 02:02 AM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: William Wright]
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No, I don't have a deathwish and I'm not a sociopath, a sociopath lacks empathy. I do however know much about criminal psychology, I just hate what mankind has become and would like to see the Earth burned to a crisp because... I desensitise myself. I was born as a dead foetus and had numerous other near death experiences. I'm just very nihilistic almost all of the time and in person I am not horrible to anyone who does not deserve it, I've just seen and been in extreme violence my whole life and hate mankind because in my eyes nobody is trustworthy or honourable so I am to women, always have been. Is this a problem to anyone here?

You may think what you like and dismiss me as having no emotions like those doctors did, they were male, but you are male and will only see the dispassion I am capable of. Most of the time I'm just extremely black humoured, my depth perception for irony is something psychological and misanthropic.

Nothing makes me feel different inside but a female presence, her smile and laugh, everything else can rot. Is this a problem with anyone here?

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#50078 - 02/28/11 02:13 AM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: William Wright]
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My capacity to conceptualise evil will be on these boards for a reason.

Food for thought is sometimes ugly. But to make others think sometimes this ugliness has to be presented in such a way.

Most things I say have an objective.

I like your reply.

However that post when I was in the woods was my feelings at the time.

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#50080 - 02/28/11 02:48 AM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: William Wright]
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Sometimes sorrow becomes normal and turns to dispassion and numbness and anger. I look at mankind and see tragedy and sorrow when I look at happy peoples faces, the vulnerability and naivety, This sorrow makes me have a paroxysm of anger often times. Powerlessness to help people, powerlessness to communicate the importance of caring for one another, people don't appreciate ANYTHING, take each other for granted and neglect one another. Misanthropy is something which can make me extremely dispassionate but really I look for honourable types, I am arrogant and display the best manners and care to females out of sarcasm and anger because I just feel everything is not good enough, everyone is tragic and unsalvageable, oblivious. I despise weak people because they won't fight for themselves and this makes a feeling of powerlessness to help them, sorrow. This then turns to anger and then dispassion.

This makes me hate the inoperable. I try so hard to be loving and understanding to females, and I am. I just can't be around anyone who is drinking or doing drugs because I just see shit that I immediately display intolerance toward. Is there a problem with this for anyone? I have PTSD from prolonged exposure to violence, My father was a psychopath, I am desensitised from what has happened and the violence that I have had to do in extreme situations with people with blades, hammers you name it there been some fucked up people in my family homes when I was growing up and it's never, ever me that starts anything I retaliate with dispassionate violence and don't stop hitting, big deal, does anyone have a problem with this? I have hypervigilance constantly which means constant adrenaline, and my mind is aggressively active, big deal, I incapable of backing down from anything because once my adrenaline really goes I am basically a man with no soul.

I am incapable of trusting others. If I recognise anyone has ill intent I act first defensibly often violently. I have never deliberately gone out and hurt anyone for no reason, I spend most days just disgusted that somebody will interact with me and I'll beat the fuck out of them, I see this as the only thing to do. I look after my close ones that's all I do. Does anyone have a problem with this?

I like this forum because, well, make something up.

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#50081 - 02/28/11 03:15 AM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: Hegesias]
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I can see why you would respond the way you do, given your circumstances. Personally, I find life a lot like Shakespeare's 'trouble plays'. There's comedy and tragedy everywhere, since they are the only two types of narrative that are considered to exist. When you mix those two kinds of narrative, the result is both more tragical and more comical than either genre would be on its own.

Freud postulated that true comedy lay in excessive misfortune. I cannot claim to have experienced what you have, but once I learned to laugh at my own misfortunes, everything else started falling into place. If you are capable of appreciating Monty Python, you have the potential to see the inherent absurdity and horror of existence.

It's a departure point. Everything after that is individual.
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#50091 - 02/28/11 05:31 AM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: Hegesias]
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Welcome to the club.
There are a lot of people who feel that way here.
Over time, you shall see more of them.

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#50218 - 02/28/11 11:05 PM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: Hegesias]
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Hegesias, one sentence in your fascinating prose jumped out at me: “I am incapable of trusting others”. As long as mankind is unpredictable, complete trust will remain a fallacy. However, I’m also a firm believer that it’s not love that makes the world go ‘round; it’s trust.

To get what I want out of life, I must appear trustworthy. To earn a living, be in a long-term relationship or even exist outside the confines of a prison, I must inspire a certain level of trust. I do this by presenting myself as stable and honorable and reliable.

I guess what I’m trying to say is that perhaps the focus should be less on trusting others and more on earning trust. It’s money in the bank.
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#50219 - 02/28/11 11:33 PM Re: Nihilism vs Satanism? how similar are the two? [Re: SkaffenAmtiskaw]
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Thanks for those replies. I rekon people need to be aware of the positive object of nihilism and that it's not just a belief in nothing.

I put intrinsic value in black humour and orchestrating a vicious satire of societies mundanity, but besides that I'm not completely without everything, I still have a books, laptop, my instruments and weights... I just don't have any furniture or anything else. I never saw the point of wanting anything else.


Time to hit the gym tomorrow, there are females to charm. Shame I already have a wonderful girlfriend already.

Back more to the topic. Does anyone see the object of primal Satanism with nihilist dialectics in juxtaposition?

What I mean is that by deconstructing societal ways of thinking and being through nihilism leaves one without extrinsic/ intrinsic meaning and done in an extreme way through 'existential nihilism', even going so far as to polarise the negation we feel, we are left with nothing but our base desires and even doubting if emotion is real or at best something illusory on the way is necessary. Why? Because we then have Satanism, our primal nature and desires and complimented by philosophical thinking we realise that these two extremes no matter which Satanism or what active nihilism is pursued we arrive at the real and solid truth of our intrinsic meaning, we know what is important and put passion into those things which give us purpose in focus. At least I do.

I find meaning in exercise and good nutrition, music/ art/ literature, and appreciation of the feminine creature. That is all and all of these things I can appreciate in nature environment, I have a thing about the woods. It's not the environment that I am looking at like a picturesque painting, but to the dark presenced all around.

If I go dark it's because I simply cultivate that quickening of dark mental activity for passionate music making and writing. It is now inspiration.

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