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#39589 - 06/27/10 11:59 AM Satan Bless ACLU
NeoZombie Offline
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On 01/23/2008 around 11pm CT, I was at a party. I was an emotional and physical mess. I had had one beer that night. I also had been reading every spiritual book I could find. I prayed every night that whatever it was would show itself to me. I Begged to be given a reason to live. I had also traded my car and quit my 2 full-time jobs. With that money I bought; a computer, a petal bike, internet service, and a 2nd land-line for my room. I decided that trading hour for hour was no longer a fair trade to me. The plan was to build my own power.

On the floor of one of the rooms was a headset for a computer. I ask what it was for and the guy said it was for voice recognition. Like for writing. And then all of who I was and all of the stuff I had been reading about spirituality snapped. LIke i said only had one beer and the pot we were smoking was medical or anything.

I felt the entire universe moving through me, with me, and I was the master and that the universe is perfect: I need only to command it. I saw all of my strife and suffering as the illusion it is and is not.

I stood up and raise my arms in the air while tears were pouring down my face: I was/am so grateful for all I have and all that is before, after, me, the universe's mechanism for observing itself. I then bowed before this feelings and vision shown me right there at that moment.

Now became all there; is, was, or had ever been and it was the most beautiful vista of feeling and mental imagery. I was being be-born right before those party go'er's eyes.
They did not know what to do and neither did I all I knew was that it was and still is the greatest thing to have ever happened to me. They asked me if I was alright. If there was something wrong. Did they need to call 911? I saw all this happening but all I could do was babble the joy was too powerful. I remember thinking why are they talking about calling 911, why was there anything wrong at at all?

They told me to leave. So I did, but I did not stop there. I went home, got my computer, some money, and extra clothes. I also bundled up because it was -15 degrees outside as I live in northern MN. I was protecting my body from the elements because I was going to hitch-hike to California. My best friend whom is the most of a father I have ever had was very worried. He is 54 now, I think.

Anyway, against his advice to wait until morning before trekking out into the cold on a sojourn. I was not going to stop for anything. I was/am an adult I may do as I wish as long as it does not harm anyone. Holy Shit! I was comfortable and felt so good. He said at least smoke some pot first. NO! I did not need any drugs.

I walked for 47 miles before reaching the Northern Lights Casino. This was after 3 officers stopped and asked me if I was alright. By this time I could talk clearly but it was fast like I was on meth or cocaine. Told that officer exactly where I was going and what I intended to do. Each one did not like my intentions but had to oblige because I was actually set out to help as many as I could feel as good as I do. At that time I did know how. I just knew/know the hard part was over.

"I have reached the event horizon. the spiritual singularity is now un-escapable." Those were the exact words I said to the 3rd officer and put in his report. By 6:30am I was a little past the casino and tired. I desired to lay down. At about this time another 4th officer came up behind me to arrest me and take me to the emergence room in Bemidji, MN to determine if I needed mental health services. I said no. The officer said I had no choice.
On the ride back to bemidji I took the time to tell the officer what had happened. He was engaged in what I had to say so I kept talking. After they ran some test and I had sat in the ER with the officer. A nurse came back to inform the officer that I was to be taken to CBHH. It is a state operated hospital that determines if you need mental health care: A 72 hour hold was put on me. I was pissed and that brought me back to earth in spirit.

But my objection fell on def ears. Was cuffed again and taken about 15 block away to CBHH so they could observe me and conclude if I needed to be commited. No where in any of this did I say, act, or do as though I was going harm anyone or myself. Long story short. They put me on an anti-psycotic without a diagnosis, without me saying I was going to do harm, and ordered me to a halfway house because I had pot in my system. It was bull shit!

It took me over 10 months to get help and get myself off those drugs they(the state) ordered down my neck. I contacted the ACLU and, with my help, we amassed my entire record. Without revealing details of the case it was determine that my mother was the one who signed the order to have the hold put on me. She lied, a lot. I proved it was all illegal. So right now the ACLU has taken the case and settled with mom for a nice check. I do not know why they did what they did. But that drug they had me on killed the feeling of joy within. Worst drug ever! But anyone better have concrete evidence before even taking to an ER or any institutional. I am so sick of these filthy bastards saying there is sometime wrong with for telling the truth. The established system is nothing more than a program of spiritual genocide. Let's give those white-lighters their Apocalypse. World would be better off.

Post in giant, annoying colored font again, and you will be temp banned.


Edited by Nemesis (06/27/10 01:23 PM)
Edit Reason: Changed font size and color to preserve everyone's retinas.
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#39591 - 06/27/10 12:21 PM Re: Satan Bless ACLU [Re: NeoZombie]
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Could you please refrain from using huge screaming red fonts. The only thing you accomplish with it is that people don't even bother reading what you wrote.

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#39592 - 06/27/10 01:08 PM Re: Satan Bless ACLU [Re: Diavolo]
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The established system is nothing more than a program of spiritual genocide.

I don't know if "genocide" is the proper word to qualify the events you relate to in this narcissistic mumbo jumbo but is this supposed to be real? I mean, real doctors would have kept you safely locked in a small cell where you could have smeared your face with excrements.

Anyway, what "joy" could the nasty "drug" kill within your empty shell when you were "an emotional and physical mess" from the start?
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#39614 - 06/28/10 12:55 AM Re: Satan Bless ACLU [Re: NeoZombie]
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Registered: 08/28/07
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Right NeoZombie, your rapidly flashing colored avatar not only makes my eyes bleed, it's a potential epilepsy hazard.

As such, I took it upon myself to edit the GIF image to slow down the flashing.
Here's an edited version you can download (right click on it), and upload to replace your current avatar:
(Alternatively a mod or admin can do this if necessary):


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#39615 - 06/28/10 02:15 AM Re: Satan Bless ACLU [Re: Meq]
NeoZombie Offline
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Registered: 06/21/10
Posts: 60
Loc: Minnesota, USA
Sorry for using red and as for the font some people need bigger letters for reading. Will not happen again. And if it hurts, look away. No Whining!
Your avatar has been altered. It is customary to show people respect when in another's lair, or else not go there.


Edited by MawhrinSkel (06/28/10 02:27 AM)
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#39617 - 06/28/10 02:32 AM Re: Satan Bless ACLU [Re: Phobos]
NeoZombie Offline
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Registered: 06/21/10
Posts: 60
Loc: Minnesota, USA
 Originally Posted By: Phobos
 Quote:
The established system is nothing more than a program of spiritual genocide.

I don't know if "genocide" is the proper word to qualify the events you relate to in this narcissistic mumbo jumbo but is this supposed to be real? I mean, real doctors would have kept you safely locked in a small cell where you could have smeared your face with excrements.

Anyway, what "joy" could the nasty "drug" kill within your empty shell when you were "an emotional and physical mess" from the start?


Want to see the documents?
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#39618 - 06/28/10 02:47 AM Re: Satan Bless ACLU [Re: NeoZombie]
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And if it hurts, look away. No Whining!

I won't bother pointing out the absurdity of that statement; Maw has done a fine job already. Suffice it to say for my part that, if someone's avatar is a nuisance to me, I'm going to tell them. In fact, allow me to do so now: your avatar is a nuisance.

Am I the only one here with a newfound hatred for bushbabies?


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#39619 - 06/28/10 03:00 AM Thank humanity for browser control... [Re: Zophos]
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Adblock plus and firefox, right click on avatar click on AdBlock plus:Block image, check "http://www.the600club.com/dir/avatar/4497.gif" add filter and presto. No more blinking avatar!

Only the offending avatar is effected as such you guys actually put the damn thing back for me. No worries both are blocked...

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#39620 - 06/28/10 03:16 AM Re: Thank humanity for browser control... [Re: ta2zz]
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I had completely forgotten about that function. The hardass in me wanted to leave the image unblocked and urge that it be permanently removed as an eyesore, but the brute efficiency of browser control was insurmountable. Thank you for reminding me of its existence.


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#39668 - 06/29/10 08:56 AM Re: Satan Bless ACLU [Re: NeoZombie]
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Registered: 07/13/08
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The established system is nothing more than a program of spiritual genocide. Let's give those white-lighters their Apocalypse. World would be better off.

You can also take the attitude of removing yourself from counterproductive persons, actions, organisations or other things..
Let natural selection do its work, if persons want to do silly stuff let them at it. Kick them in the nuts, and squeeze their throats when they become a nuiscance. They can move, but you can also, why not trying to move yourself away from it instead of trying to push it away which results in pushing yourself deeper into it.

On another point.. you look like a total nutjob when reading the story.
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#39736 - 07/01/10 12:13 PM Re: Satan Bless ACLU [Re: Dimitri]
NeoZombie Offline
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Registered: 06/21/10
Posts: 60
Loc: Minnesota, USA
 Originally Posted By: Dimitri
 Quote:
The established system is nothing more than a program of spiritual genocide. Let's give those white-lighters their Apocalypse. World would be better off.

You can also take the attitude of removing yourself from counterproductive persons, actions, organisations or other things..
Let natural selection do its work, if persons want to do silly stuff let them at it. Kick them in the nuts, and squeeze their throats when they become a nuiscance. They can move, but you can also, why not trying to move yourself away from it instead of trying to push it away which results in pushing yourself deeper into it.

On another point.. you look like a total nutjob when reading the story.



Thank You so much I do try my best.
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