That’s what you call stupidity, because people should not appear to be “I am god” around others, since then others will think “She’s/ He’s rude, loser, creep, whatever”. Which has an adverse effect, from the desire effect of controlling people.
I am not Satanic though, since I don’t follow any one religion, since I am a religion myself. However, I do not tell people I am God, or that I am a religion that everyone should follow since I am honestly just a person who wants to be a God. It’s a paradox in a way, “I am God, but really I am not since there‘s no God”. Although I like this religion, since it appears to me a religion for the “me”.
I question myself on everything, since I believe my present state as a person is low. I wish I was perfect, but I am not perfect. What I lack; good communication skills, an attractive appearance (I sound like some hot slut, but I am not since what I think I am is different from what I really am), and the power to truly manipulate people. What’s holding me back is fear that if I open up more, then I will be rejected. And if I am rejected I will lose everything I have.
This world is not that hard to understand, there’s no laws/principles/rules. All there is reactions, everything is a reaction. You say hi, someone says goodbye. If that person doesn’t say goodbye, then that person is going to appear rude, reactions. The person lives many years, the person dies of old age. It’s not too hard to understand is it. Born with bad genes, then you’re ugly and/or stupid. Stop wishing for what you cannot change, and change what you can change since that’s all you can do.
What you want could be vastly different from what I want, and that’s the viewpoint you live in. And I can’t change your viewpoint, since that’s your mind’s world. And you cannot even comprehend my mind’s world, since it’s like a drill in my head that repeats the same words.