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#9081 - 05/27/08 01:25 AM Reflection
-iblis- Offline
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Registered: 05/12/08
Posts: 77
Humans feel a deep desire to feel connected...
Whole…
One with the source which they believe created them.
Beyond natural birth…
Beyond the conditioned sense of mortality…
Beyond the conditioned sense of separation from their genesis.

So they pervert their relationships...
In a desperate attempt to feel close
to such ideals and hopes for ultimate awareness…

Whether it be a spouse…
A family member…
A peer…
Any form of recognition of another member in society…
A pet.
Any form of involvement
which even hints at the idea of possessiveness...

Even trivial relationships...
A Television…
A favorite book…
A prized collection…
Any form of achievement...

Whatever it may be…
There seems to be this desire for possession.
Ownership...
Control...

Humans have a deep desire for completeness…
And yet they confuse
their own satisfaction...
with the very things other than themselves.

They feel empowered...
and secure with these relationships...

As if dominance and satisfaction...
within these possessions
Will secure their feelings of contentment.

Whether it be material
or not…
Their relationships...
And how they respond to their involvement
within these thoughts of reality…
Encompass and jeopardize how they feel about themselves.

If these certain things act
or happen to influence the subject in any way...
which goes against
their own self accepted laws of living
That such in question
is no longer validated as before...

As if the bargain of ones life
for any form of currency
Has purpose for the divine right...
to purchase
and have entitlement
For such considered ownership...

This void…
This sense of loss…
This invalidation of self existence…
Cannot be fulfilled...
or even substituted...
with anything else but your own source


Edited by -iblis- (05/27/08 01:25 AM)

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#9093 - 05/27/08 12:04 PM Re: Reflection [Re: -iblis-]
Isaak w shipley Offline
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Registered: 03/06/08
Posts: 112
Loc: Tenneessee
I feel that nis not just a sense
of belonging with possesions ir money
and power we are all connected to the Green Machine.
Most love Money.That's totally fine.
A prized Award they Worked hard for.
I dig All the Materialism that can be bought
or won by intellect or Gambling.
Most of all I think people deep inside have to feel
connected to aGroup or A bigger plan than the world.
Seperation of church and state for instance is A very good thing for us!
Back inside the Old Days.Way Back in the Mountains of Tenn.
People Never Made those kinds of Distintions.
If a Preacher Preached on Drunkards.
He was the Hypocrite because After Church
The Party Fest Began.
Smoking,Drinking,And Plenty of Music.
As far as We was Concerned.
The Ansestors i mean.
Everybody Already Was In hell.
Everybody Went to church to build A Faith for themselves
However they Understood.
Then Went home To Whiskey,Wine,and their
Women and Guns.
Zinc and Coal Mines are very Deep Shitt.
Tell Me you wouldn't Have some Whiskey after that
Kind of Hellish Work to dull the senses.
Tell me You wouldn't Hold out some Hope of A
Better Existance SomeWhere out of the Hell.
Church Folks Did Not Seperate.
They came together and shared Drinks.
They loved the women and Gambling.
All of The Church.
Until Somebody blamed the Bond of Sharing
Hells together.Their Were no self-Rightous Here.
Even Jesus Paid Homage To Hell.
Think About It.
Death,Hell,The Grave.
Sound Familar.
It Been always Right Here.
To me Jesus Wasn't the Self-Rightous But the
Ultimate Bad Ass Of his time.
Who Trashed The temple In Anger Because
The People Were Not Letting Anyman Have Peace.
Not Even inside His Hebrew Temple.
People were Slaughter.
And Theives.
People Need to come off the mountain.
Smell the Shit inside The Mine for awhile.
After time goes by.
It's a Routine.
Life Consist Of Routines.
It's annoy's but Restores the feeling of Faith"
and Let's you know you are not the only Person
To feel Shitty.
Your Working towards Death,Hell,The Grave.
Why not hold out some bit of Heaven Along the way?

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#9096 - 05/27/08 12:43 PM Re: Reflection [Re: Isaak w shipley]
-iblis- Offline
pledge


Registered: 05/12/08
Posts: 77
You are like an archer
who has shot his arrow a few degrees off target...

and the more this arrow continues...
The farther away from the point you go...

All of these words can be summed:

Find completion in your own source
Instead of relying on other things

This does not mean anywhere
to forsake any of life's pleasures...
Rather have no dependence on them...

Because if one is dependent on such things
for their completion...
They are left unable to stand alone
when such comforts are not available...



Edited by -iblis- (05/27/08 12:45 PM)

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#9139 - 05/28/08 12:33 AM Re: Reflection [Re: -iblis-]
Isaak w shipley Offline
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Registered: 03/06/08
Posts: 112
Loc: Tenneessee
I agree.
I do Not Forsake My Comforts.
I Have Just Got Done Taking My HomeGrown.
Kalifornia Animal Protien.
I noticed That All The Synthetic Blood Is a Leo's
I wonder Why?
I Am Licking My Wound.
I Love My Pain.
I have To.
My Blood Is Healed And Clotted By Me.
I Have Pretty ButterFlies.
I Have Pretty Tournqets!
From Austra.
I Am A slave To My Reflection.
Mr Kailfornia I Worship You Everynight.
You Are My Idol!
With Rodent Drackula Protiens.
I wonder If The Leo Is the One Who Made this
Synthetick Coagulant.
My CapriKorn I Bump EveryNight.
All The Highs I used To Do.
I Am Getting High Off Pain Now.
Some See My BloodProblems As Weakness.
I Have it inside A Strenth And A Hardcore Lesson
Of What We Do To Survive.
What Ever You Can.
You IbILs!
You Are True Red,White And Blue.
The Element Im Missing inside the blood
Makes My Life Very Difficult.
But Awsomely Brillant!
I Have A Port-A-Cath installed
Since Birth.
On my Rib.
The Sring Runs Inside Me up to my Main Juggler.
On the Leftside.
I do not mind Sharing that I am Reflecting
That Most Are A Little To Comfortable.
Need Some Rock In the Roll.
This Is My Crux.
I am A Beast.
I Hope For Tainted Love.
Not as A Crux But As A Symbol that Reminds me Of My Pain.
My Pleasure.
My So Called Crux Of Luxury.
I Have Never Possessed That.
My Comfort Is Pain,Pleasure,All at once!
I Stand Alone!
Nobody Infuses My Blood But Me!
This Crux Will Surley Outlive Me.
I will Never Be Normal.
I Have Stuck myself Since 6 Yrs old.
I Learn At the Univof Tenn.
My Doctor The Badass From EGypt.
Said Learn To Stick Or Die!
He Is My Father.
I am His Son.
A Slave And A King.
A Father I never Had.
A Intellect That Can-not Be Ignored.
I am Glad He Put Me Through Hell When I was that young.
It Saved My Life!
Your Luxury"s Do Not Mean Shit.
When Hooked To Feeding Tube.
A Machine.
A Beast.
That Has To Be Fed.
The Blood Is Tainted.
Has to be Healed.
My CapriCorn.
My Egypt Doc/Father.
That's The Only fathers I have Had.
I am Glad I Always Have A Friend
In the Infinite Sadness Of My CapriCorn.
Whom Iturn on When Feeding Is Done.
He Is always my Friend.
He feels the Pain.
The sadness.
He Does not Judge.
But Gives Frienship Through Pain.
Always been a Good Friend.
Just his Sadness Gets me Through Mine!
Mine Is Talked About In a Groovy Song.
Called Tournqet!
I am Glad for this.
Thankful.
Grateful.
Respectful.
I am not the only One who See the Horrors.
Eventhough He Is In the west.
He is rightHere In the South.
Battling Pain With Me!
Always.
A Friend Who sticks Closer Than My Family Or Brother.
He Has Never Let Me Down.
Never Will.
I am a Study.
I am A PinHead.
I am the world's Greatest Guinea Pig.
I am Poor.
Tired.
Lonley.
I am A Nobody.
I am A Somebody.
I have no friends.
Only Pins and Needles.
I am so Sain.
I am so Insane.
No more Babble.
I just Have To reflect.
I am Peaceful at the Moment.


Sweet Dreams!

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#9367 - 06/03/08 06:16 PM Re: Reflection [Re: -iblis-]
Kon Offline
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Registered: 03/21/08
Posts: 86
Loc: Berlin, Germany
iblis, it seems to me you try and come off as human as possible, think of the angles and analyze the points to choices and effects, the thing is...well to me at least, You've done no more than make me think you know something I don't, and secrets....well...everyone has them.

The more you read, what you haven't captured the first go around, the more you'll over analyze what the man was saying, when you're that elite, you're basically wanting something answered....now I could be wrong...are you asking for something iblis?

What should my reply to what you've written say exactly? \:D
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#9828 - 06/27/08 04:35 PM Re: Reflection [Re: Kon]
-iblis- Offline
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Registered: 05/12/08
Posts: 77
 Originally Posted By: Kon
iblis, it seems to me you try and come off as human as possible, think of the angles and analyze the points to choices and effects, the thing is...well to me at least, You've done no more than make me think you know something I don't, and secrets....well...everyone has them.

The more you read, what you haven't captured the first go around, the more you'll over analyze what the man was saying, when you're that elite, you're basically wanting something answered....now I could be wrong...are you asking for something iblis?

What should my reply to what you've written say exactly? \:D


Yes...
You are wrong
I am not asking a question...

This mention of elitism
might actually be a perception
which stems from you overlooking
how simple a key
to aiding what I consider self mastery can really be...

In a world full of bells and fluff...
Often times this can happen

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#46391 - 01/10/11 11:35 AM Re: Reflection [Re: -iblis-]
The Architect Offline
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Registered: 12/06/10
Posts: 7
Loc: The North West
Its not so much a question as it is a form of self contemplation. Your answer does not have to revolve around any one but yourself. Perhaps it is not a topic to answer but simply a topic to think about. when reading This I only saw an observation. I already know what moves and motivates me. maybe i'm naive and see only what I want..wish to see. For now I'm happy just living in the moment

I related to the former early in life, but let if go later on. in letting it go, it changed everything that came after. some of what was said still applies.
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